Njoy Large Plug, Take 2

As our Twitter followers may already know, I’m currently writing this post with the large Njoy butt plug stuffed up my ass.

ML took the kids out for a few errands this afternoon, giving me some much appreciated alone time. She gave me an assignment before she left, though – get the large butt plug and fill my ass up with it. Our first try with the large plug didn’t go so well. This time, with an empty house and with me doing the inserting myself, I was hoping for a better outcome.

After everyone left, I fetched the plug and the lube and got on my knees in the center of the living room. I spread some (extra, EXTRA) lube on the plug and I reached back to slowly begin the process of opening up my ass to the plug. I had to take it slow, pushing the tip in millimeter by widening millimeter. It was somewhat humiliating, being on my knees stuffing my ass with a metal butt plug, bent over with my head down and ass up in order to help my ass accept the plug better, moaning as the steel pushed further into me. When ML texted me to see how it was going, she instructed me to tell her what I was doing and how it felt. Painting the picture for her only added to my humiliation.

Going slow, I was able to get the plug into my ass pretty deep without too much pain. Then, when the head of the plug passed through my asshole, my ass sucked the rest of the plug in. I was not prepared to be completely filled that fast, and I collapsed onto the floor moaning and rolling around as my ass accepted the hunk of metal that had invaded it.

As I sit here, about an hour later, my ass has still not stopped throbbing and twitching. My ass wants this plug out; it keeps trying to push it out, but without success. I’ve been trying to calm my muscles down, but I cannot control them. They are squeezing and quivering on their on accord. It feels strange to have my asshole twitch, not only involuntarily but completely against my will. Even stranger is the fact that no matter how badly my ass wants to push the plug out, that plug is going absolutely nowhere.

Oh yes, one other thing… precum. I am very well aware of the sensation of the plug sitting on my prostate, and every couple of minutes or so I feel my cock gush precum. It’s not just dripping but literally gushing out, almost pooling inside the Revenge before emptying into my underwear.

ML texted me quite a few times to tell me how excited she is that my “slutty ass” was able to take the plug. When I told her I could feel lube leaking in my undies, she texted me the following:

So what… you can be my ass plugged lube leaking slutty bitch 🙂

I’ll be wearing the plug for most of the night. My Lady wants to watch me when I remove the plug. She wants to rub her pussy while I “moan like a little bitch” when the plug comes out.

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It’s Not My Turkey That’s Stuffed and Tied

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Oh what a sexy Thanksgiving it is this year. I’m enjoying the Macy’s parade on TV and, later, some Detroit Lions football! What could be better than a lazy day at home with family, food and football??

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I really need to get me one of these shirts!! 😛

This morning has been interesting, I woke up with a lot on my mind. Some of it is vanilla everyday things and a LOT of it is kinky things. The main kinky thing is the reson for this post but the other stuff is just as important. When I got up I realized how thankful I was for this life I’m living. I’m thankful for all those normal things, family, health (as much of me is healthy), my kids, a wonderful home to live in etc… but then I realized I’m SO thankful for much more. As I did the rounds, and was emailing friends, I realized how thankful I am for THIS part of my life, the kinky part. I adore our readers and lurkers and am so thankful for them. I’m so thankful for the amazing friends we have made through all of this. Without our readers or the friends we’ve made we wouldnt have anyone to share this with. For me, thats such a great part of this. I love sharing my experience. So thank you to all of you for being here to share in this with us! ❤

I have been trying to write this post all morning but the kids are very cuddly on mommy this morning. However, hubby is “sleeping” in the bedroom and enjoying(?), well maybe not so much enjoying but ENDURING his Thanksgiving morning! It’s no parade for him this morning, hahaha! I have my honey stuffed with the small njoy plug, tied to the bed and the wand secured around his cage. What an amazing way to spend your thanksgiving morning, don’t you think??

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About a half an hour into having him restrained like this I received a few texts and nothing does them justice like just taking a screenshot. He really was having a tough time because the wand was giving him just enough to edge him and keep him wanting to cum but he just wasnt getting pushed over. I told him he likely wouldnt want to cum because that wand was just going to give him some massive Post Orgasmic Torture, simply becausI have no plans to turn it off if it does happen. 🙂

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The best part of all of this is when I went in there and straddled the wand, just like it is there, and gave myself one awesome orgasm. I soaked right through my panties! Fuck it was fantastic! I did torment him a good portion of the morning already. He is still restrained and the wand secure but I turned it off for now to give the wand a rest and… well, lets be realistic here, with two young kids on Thanksgiving day I do need to have another functioning adult in the house or I’ll pull my fucking hair out. As much as I would love to make him sleep deprived (that is another fantasy of his) I dont feel like dealing with a crabass all day on my holiday.

I hope each and everyone of you (in the USA) have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Take a few minutes to really think about what you’re thankful for. To those of you who are in the rest of the world, I hope you enjoy your day as well.

Stuffing His Ass – Njoy Pure Plug Large

As you have probably read, I’ve wanted to up cagedmonkey’s plug time. I’ve been doing that with our small njoy plug. I wanted more of a full feeling for him, wanted to stuff him a bit fuller so I recently ordered the njoy pure plug large (gotta love a good deal on Amazon!). The plug arrived last night so we didn’t get a chance to play until this morning.

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The large plug is a bit larger than the small but I didn’t feel like it was too large! I thought he could just handle it. Maybe I had high hopes lol. These are the only plugs we own so we don’t have anything that gradually gets larger. It’s small and large and that’s it.

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This morning I decided I would give it a try with no lead up, with no ass play, with nothing but lubing up the Large njoy and stuffing it in his ass. Well, in looking back, that may not have been the best choice. He was a super subby hubby and he did try but it hurt. I realize we will need to have some of that lead in. He will have to graduate to wearing that plug by starting with the small or by having some ass play with the probes first to loosen up that tight little sexy asshole. 🙂

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I am excited about getting him there because the plug is so sleek and sexy. It’s very solid and heavy. I know it will make him feel full and controlled by me, not to mention causing his caged cock to drip loads of precum. Even with just getting the plug in there this morning, his prostate is so full he had a small puddle of precum left on the bed that he’s currently sleeping in.

Feel my Control & nJoy That Plug in Your Ass

I’m sure it must be wonderfully frustrating to be woken up to a cold steel butt plug being stuffed in your tight asshole. Yeah… that’s exactly what I just said to cagedmonkey as I went in to visit him this morning and stuffed his ass with the nJoy.

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The steel plug we have is only the small nJoy but I really do want to get the Large one very soon. I know Thumper has a few different plugs and I might have to talk to him about the ones he uses. One of the things I want to start with hubby is more use of the plug. With his incredible horniness and my intense teasing his prostate is swollen and the plug bounces and pushes against it forcing precum to drip and is a constant reminder of who owns his gorgeous little ass. The steel wrapped around his big manly cock is another reminder of who owns him… all of him… his mind, his body, his soul. Me, I own it… it’s mine all mine. I want him to forever and constantly be reminded of the control I have over him, the control he has given to me with his submission and devotion to me and our marriage.

This weekend we plan to discuss the “Daily tasks” that will be starting for cagedmonkey. It’s not a lot, it’s not domestic housework. It’s those things I want him to do to help show his submission and devotion to me. Those little things a sub does to show their dominant partner that they are thinking of them and doing those things they know would please them.

Teased and Tormented Cock

You all should know well enough by now that I enjoy making things very frustrating for cagedmonkey. I also like to keep those frustrating things fresh and interesting, who wants a bored sub?

I’m pretty sure you’ve all been following along and know that cagedmonkey is in a 3 month denial period. His last orgasm was on March 10 and his “Maybe Day” is his birthday in June. I may or may not allow him to cum. I’m definitely deciding once we get there because I may just want to keep him in this lovely constantly horny for me state. I may want to leave his cock in this hair trigger way where any little touch has him instantly hard – if I allow him out of his cage that is – and aching to cum. I may want to leave him in this state of constant arousal for a bit longer.

So let me tell you all about the torment that cagedmonkey will endure over the next two weeks. I began this yesterday but what happens is when hubby gets home from work I take him upstairs for bed and restrain him to the bed. Then I roll him onto his side a bit, put a little of the peppermint lube on the njoy plug and use it to tease his asshole just a little bit before inserting the plug. After him being plugged all day yesterday and having that pressure on his prostate he was leaking precum like crazy. I mean literally dripping huge drips, practically on the verge of milking. Once his sexy little ass has accepted the plug I roll him on his back, remove his Jail Bird and this is where the progression comes in. You see, he will be tied to the bed and plugged every morning before he goes to sleep and each day he will get stroked and edged. The difference is that each day the amount of time I edge him increases by one minute.

So yesterday morning he got stroked and edged for one minute straight and this morning it was two. I realize after a few days here I’m going to have to really resort to using the “Up Only” trick so he doesn’t accidentally spill cum when he isn’t allowed to. 🙂

So far it is great fun watching him squirm and moan and breathe all heavy every morning. I’m really just loving it and by the time I’m done my pussy is dripping, sloppy, wet and oh so horny. That’s when I take advantage of the situation and I go up for a visit a few times and sit on his face, cum all over him and walk away.

Though the first time I went up for a visit yesterday I was overly wet and horny. After cumming all over his face once I grabbed the face dildo gag from the bedside table and used it to fuck myself with his face while he was forced to watch just inches away. He was moaning and cursing as best he could with the gag in his mouth. I’m sure it must have been crazy to watch my pussy being filled up with a dildo so close even to the point of his nose being right in it. I came nice and hard on the dildo gag as he lay there restrained, used and denied.

What fun it is to torment him with such pleasure. I’m super horny again today and I’ll definitely be needing to go up for some facesitting soon!

On a side note: I have some new books and a new hood coming in the mail today… can’t wait to maybe incorporate the hood into this progression play! It’s got a zipper mouth! Eeeeeeeeee! I’m such an eager little beaver! 🙂

“I Think I Accidentally Milked Myself!”

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This morning, My Lady came upstairs to tuck me into bed, and soon things took a turn for the frisky. I could feel her dominant streak starting to grow. It wasn’t long before she was telling me the things she was going to do to me, the ways she was going to use me.

It was time for her to go out and run some errands, and leave me at home to sleep. But she decided to make things just a little more difficult for me – we have a vibrating butt plug that has works on a number of different speeds and patterns with the push of a button. She got the plug from our toybox in the closet and began to rub it up and down her pussy lips. Then, using only her pussy juices as lube (OMG fucking hot!), she slid the plug into my ass and turned on the vibration.

Immediately I began moaning and squirming on the bed. She told me to keep my phone handy because she’d be texting me during the morning when she wanted me press the button to change the pattern. And off she went, leaving me with a vibrating ass, unable to lie still.
 
I laid in my bed over the next couple of hours, softly moaning as the plug vibrated my ass, ML texting me every so often to change the pattern. Every once in a while, my entire body would jerk and spasm in response to the unyielding vibration. I began to feel a building pressure in my balls, a pressure I had felt before. It felt like…
 
It felt like I needed to pee.
 
I get this feeling usually when ML is toying with my ass, but the strongest I’ve ever felt this sensation was when My Lady milked me for the first time. Was this what was happening to me? Or was I about to piss all over the bed? I had no idea! I frantically texted ML, begging for permission to turn the plug off, because I was unsure what might happen next due to the sensations I was having.
 
Her text message response:
Nah, little slutty boys who like their asses played with get to sleep in their own mess 😉
 
I then asked if I could at least put a towel down, but she refused. She told me to just let it happen, if I ended up peeing the bed it wouldn’t hurt or kill me. Then she told me she would be in a store for the next twenty minutes and not to bother her until she texted me back.
 
I tried like hell to hold it in, but the vibrations would not let up. I felt the pressure building and building inside me, until it was nearly unbearable. I was feeling as if I was about ready to burst, causing me to moan out loud once again. Then I heard My Lady’s words in my head… let it happen
 
So I did. I lifted my hips from the mattress, my ass in the air, and tried my hardest to relax my muscles.
 
Two seconds later, I heard the sound of something dripping on the sheet.
 
I looked down between my legs, and clear liquid was literally POURING out of my cock from inside the cage. “Oh God, please no,” I moaned. Still dripping, I reached down, afraid to smell urine on my hand, but I didn’t. The fluid was clear and had no scent to it. Thankfully, it wasn’t pee. The vibrating butt plug milked me, and VERY effectively at that!
 
After a few more seconds and I was fully drained, I reached down once again to survey the damage. Holy fuck… there was a 4-5 in wide puddle on the mattress, completely soaked through! My balls must have been completely emptied, without any orgasmic feelings for me. It was equal parts humiliating and exciting. I always liked the idea of being milked by ML, my cum being drained from my body without giving me pleasure. It involves such a deep level of control that she can extract my cum yet still control my orgasm. But this was something else; ML somehow managed to milk me without even being in the house! What the fuck?!?!?!?
 
I sent ML about six frantic texts about how I think I accidentally milked myself, that the bed was a soaked mess, what should I do, but she didn’t respond. So I put my phone down on the nightstand… now what? Once again, I heard the words of My Lady in my head… slutty boys who like their asses played with get to sleep in their own mess…. I knew what i had to do.
 
The puddle was cold and slightly sticky by the time I laid back down. God, how embarassing, sleeping in a puddle of my own cum that I didn’t even get an orgasm with. It was once again difficult to lie still, this time because my cock was SCREAMING for attention. I really wanted/NEEDED to hump the mattress and cum, but couldn’t obviously because of the cage. I eventually did end up falling asleep, only waking up when ML came into the bedroom when she returned home. After checking out the sheets for herself, she hugged me and told me how amazing it was that I listened to her and just “let it happen.”
 
And you know what? It felt good for her to say that. It was not easy to allow that to happen to me, but I trusted her and went along with it. I put myself through some pretty embarassing and uncomfortable stuff, simply because she demanded it. It felt great to be controlled like that. But the best part was that I could tell she appreciated the fact that I followed through on her desires. That is the essence of submission, I think – allowing yourself to be controlled by your dominant, and experiencing the appreciation that s/he has for your submission.
 
Now, of course, I can’t wait until ML milks me again in person. I want to hear her talk dirty to me while she does it, call me a dirty boy for making a mess. I want to hear her reaction when my cum starts pouring out. I think she will really enjoy it, and that humiliation/excitement feeling will go off the charts for me!

The Conflicting Feelings of a Chaste Hubby

My Lady and I were texting each other last night while I was at work, and the conversation wandered to the topic of sensory deprivation. You see, ML has been doing some research in that area, specifically sensory deprivation hoods. And when ML starts doing research, you know that she’s getting serious about it.

She began to text me some of the ideas that have been popping up in her head, and I couldn’t help but get turned on (which made my cock strain against the cage rather strongly). Here are just a few examples of the texts she sent me:

  • “like putting your hands in mittens behind your back, making you kneel on the floor hooded”
  • “I could open only the gag and make you choke on my dildo”
  • “I could take off the blindfold with my pussy right in your face while I cum”
  • “Put a dildo in your ass and make you sit on it while I fuck your mouth with mine”
  • “So if I told you I could put the hood on and use the face dildo as the gag piece instead and fuck your sensory deprived face, how would that make you feel?”

How would it make me feel?

Those sound like horrible, terrible things to have to endure. I don’t know if I could take it.

How would it make me feel?

I need to experience this.

That’s how it makes me feel. I can imagine myself in the moment, wanting it to end so badly, wondering why and how I got myself into this, suffering in pain and frustration. Yet it’s undeniable – I want it to happen. When I read those texts – and even now as I retype them – I get a tightness in my chest that says to me, “Oh. My. God. I NEED THIS.”

It’s scary and confusing to have these types of feelings – to want something you don’t want to happen happen, so badly. But honestly, that’s pretty much what chastity is. I’m sitting here with my cock locked in a steel cage with no way to get out on my own, and I desperately want to cum. But I want to be like this – desperate for release, yet powerless to facilitate that release, completely dependent on My Lady for any and all sources of sexual pleasure. I trust My Lady with my life; I know she will protect me and keep me safe, even when she is putting me through hell just because she can and she wants to. It speaks to my devotion to her how badly I want this to happen, even though I don’t want this to happen.

Now I’m left wondering just when she plans on putting these things in motion…